Sample from my private blog.

"There is actually one more memory i just came across of right now. I remember seeing you at lunch, when we were still in school. I saw you, and we exchanged hugs right next to the M buildings and memorial. i asked what you were up to and you said nothing. You were really pretty, and beautiful as always. we walked around a little while because lunches ARE boring. I remember going across the grass and talking to Lily and Diana with you. I remember it was fun. We avoided the mud, because we were cool like that 8). I don't think you'd possibly remember that, or even would want too since it sounds so lame.

I remember a lot of things, and it pains me so. . you had a bf back then, so i stepped back. idk what i'd do if you had another bf..maybe cry myself to sleep? things could have been so much different if you still went to IHS. "you tell me a whole year to tell me this?" is what you said before.

sigh, this is much harder then i thought it would be. i have nothing to do at home. =(.


& i really want to take you out again. maybe i should be more outgoing, at a more outgoing orientated place. that sounds a lot of fun..maybe to me. i'd love another shot, and if you're willing to take me at that shot. "



You can't google my private blog, I disabled it.